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  “Listen Logan,” he says to me, standing too close. “We have a little surprise for you.”

  I raise an eyebrow. “What kind of surprise?”

  “Well, well, you know how it is, Logan. We can’t be too careful in this business, right?”

  “Sure,” I grunt. “But I don’t like surprises.”

  “It’s not a bad surprise, trust me.” He gives me a stupid, evil grin. “You come highly recommended, you know that?”

  “I’m good at my job,” I grunt at him.

  “I bet, I bet. My bosses, they sang your praise.” He eyes me for a second. “But I’m not so trusting these days. So we have a little test for you.”

  I stare at him, not sure where he’s going with this. From what I was told, my cover story was going to get me into this group of men without a problem. My superiors called in some favors with the Russians and they agreed to let me infiltrate this little sex trafficking ring in exchange for future favors. They don’t know what I’m doing here and they frankly don’t want to know. They promised they’d smooth my entrance over, and everything else is up to me.

  There was no mention of any fucking test.

  “I don’t like tests,” I say to Anton. “If I’m not wanted here, I won’t fucking be here.”

  “Come on, don’t be like that,” he says. “Just listen. You’re going to like it.” Anton steps away from me and looks over at the guys sitting at the table.

  “Boys,” he calls out. “Who’s ready for a fucking lineup?”

  The guys all stop what they’re doing and cheer. I have a sinking feeling in my stomach as Anton grins at me then motions at Nicky.

  The lights shut off suddenly. It’s very dark in the room and the guys all laugh, making spooky sounds. Suddenly, a light comes on, illuminating the room on the other side of the two-way mirror.

  I stand there, transfixed and horrified. Lined up on the other side of the mirror are about ten girls ranging in ages from fifteen all the way up to maybe thirty. Some of them are beautiful, some of them are ugly, and all of them looked sleep deprived and miserable.

  They’re wearing lingerie, though it looks dirty and used. Some of them look like they’ve been beaten and hurt, which makes my fucking blood boil with rage.

  I have to control myself. Anton is staring at me though the other men are watching the girls and cheering. The girls, meanwhile, stare straight ahead blankly, clearly not able to see or hear us.

  They’re the fucking slaves Anton has in his stable. I take a step toward them, trying to get a better look and working to keep myself under control. I can’t afford to slip up here and reveal any of my anger, or else Anton will see through me.

  I’m supposed to be a trainer. Or at least that’s what the Russians told Anton. I’m supposed to be one of the best slave trainers from New York City, coming down on loan from the Russian mob there. Anton apparently just lost a guy to the recent turf wars, and he needs me to fill in that position.

  “What do you think?” Anton asks me softly. “Beautiful, aren’t they?”

  I stare at the girls, and I wish I had my gun. I’d mow down these bastards and free the girls.

  But that’s not my goal and I know it. I have to keep myself under control.

  “Beautiful,” I say. “But what’s the test?”

  “Pick one,” Anton says. “Pick one, break her, train her. Make her a perfect little slave. And then I’ll accept you.”

  I stare at the girls, horrified, but I knew this was a possibility.

  I take a deep breath and nod. I walk down the line of girls, inspecting them, looking closely. When I get to the seventh girl, I stop and stare at her, my pulse jumping in my chest.

  She’s gorgeous, absolutely stunning. She’s in her early twenties and looks like she was abused the least out of every girl in the lineup. Her eyes are wide and deep green and her hair is a thick auburn color. She has a perfect figure that practically spills out of the skimpy, tiny lingerie they shoved her in.

  I stare at her for a second before nodding at her. “This one,” I say.

  “Perfect,” Anton answers, laughing. The men all cheer then stand up and begin making their own choices. “You made a great choice, Logan, my friend,” Anton says. “That one is particularly stubborn.”

  “What now?” I ask him.

  “Now you meet her. Then you both travel to our compound in Mexico for the real work.”

  I nod and glance back at the girl. I expected the trip to Mexico, since I knew that’s where they do most of their serious training work. But I didn’t think I’d be going so soon.

  It doesn’t matter. I stare at the girl, my eyes hard, and I wonder what she’s thinking.

  Riley Nosek. Daughter of the filthy rich furniture magnate, Rufus Nosek. Anton clearly doesn’t know what he has here, or else she’d be squirreled away somewhere very, very safe.

  Instead, Rufus hired my firm to take care of this. More specifically, he requested their best man for the job, and apparently I’m the right fit.

  The poor fucking girl. But I’m here now, and I’m going to save her. I still have a role to play, and it might get rough for her. But I’m going to make sure she gets through this.

  And I’m going to make sure the rest of these sick bastards pay.

  3

  Riley

  I wake up sweating like I do every morning, the nightmare still fresh in my mind.

  It’s been the same every night for the past week. My father stands over me, his eyes glowing red, a belt in his hands. I beg him not to, I beg him, I cry and scream but he beats me anyway. He lashes me again and again until I feel the blood flowing down onto the ground.

  I stare at the ceiling, my whole body aching, my head dizzy from hunger. The nightmare isn’t so much a dream as a memory, though he never took it that far. He never actually made me bleed.

  But he loved that belt. If I ever did something inappropriate, he turned to that belt and he made me know how I had messed up.

  I smiled ruefully to myself. Now I welcomed that belt. I would have preferred it to my present hell.

  It’s been a week since the night at the club. At least, I think it has been. Time is fuzzy when you’re locked in a cell with nothing but a toilet, a mattress on the ground, and a single blanket. There’s a light on the ceiling that never turns off, and it drove me crazy that first few nights, but now it’s not so bad.

  I don’t know what happened to Lacey. I woke up in the cell and I screamed and screamed until a man came and hurt me. He pinned me to the floor and told me that if I screamed again, he’d cut out my tongue. He smiled at me, this creepy smile, and I believed him. He was bald with broad shoulders, and I knew he could easily follow through with his promise.

  I didn’t scream again. The bald man came every day in the morning and again in the evening with food, but it was never enough. I was always hungry. I drank water from a spigot above the toilet, and mercifully the toilet flushed.

  This morning is different, though. I can’t really say exactly why as I roll over and sit up. Breakfast hasn’t arrived yet, which is strange. Normally the bald man wakes me up with food, but not today. Maybe it’s still early, or maybe they’re not feeding me anymore. Not knowing what time it is or what’s happening outside is maddening.

  I don’t know why they took me. They haven’t told me a single thing yet. I asked the bald man on the second day what they wanted from me, but he just hit me across the face and then left. I didn’t get dinner that night. I learned not to ask questions.

  I lean back against the wall and stare at the ceiling. I used to think my life was a prison, but it wasn’t as bad as this. Sure, my father is a controlling piece of shit that beats me when I step out of line, but I could manage that. I wasn’t allowed to go to college, but a lot of people don’t go. Father expects me to marry the son of one of his business contacts one day, like some kind of political marriage, but I guess that isn’t happening anymore.

  Maybe he doesn’t care that I’m gon
e. Maybe he’s going to leave me here to rot. He’d probably whip me for getting taken, anyway, find a way to blame me. I’m probably spoiled good now, though I don’t think anyone has touched me.

  The sound of footsteps in the hallway outside my cell pulls me from my thoughts. I sit up expectantly, hoping that today the bald man will give me something new, something different. Maybe he’ll give me a sign and tell me what he wants from me.

  The slot in the door opens. Instead of breakfast coming through, he pushes a bundle of clothing.

  “Put it on,” he says simply.

  “What is it?” I ask.

  “Dress. Now. Or I’ll hurt you.” The slot closes.

  I lean forward and pick up the bundle. To my horror, I realize that it’s an old lingerie set.

  I stare at its revealing lace and want to vomit, but there’s nothing left inside of me to vomit. Slowly I stand, trying not to cry, and I take off my clothes. When I’m finished, I pull on the lingerie.

  It’s too small, but I manage to get it on. You can practically see my nipples through the sheer cloth and I’m terrified, so absolutely afraid of what they’re going to do to me. I sit back down and cover myself with my old clothes, holding back the tears. I have to be strong right now.

  I suspect things are going to get worse for me soon. If I can’t handle this, I won’t be able to handle what’s coming. I need to be strong, or else they’re going to break me and I’ll lose whatever is left of myself. I can’t let that happen.

  I take a deep, sharp breath. I have to survive this. I haven’t been able to live my life yet. I went from the prison of my father’s house to this prison, all because I wanted to enjoy one night of freedom.

  I won’t back down. Not yet.

  After a few minutes, the footsteps return. Instead of the slot opening, though, the door itself slides across. Standing there is the bald man.

  “Get up,” he says.

  I rise slowly. He grabs the clothes from my hands and throws them on the floor. He grabs my elbow and pulls me from the cell, shoving me into the corridor.

  I blink and stare at the other girls lined up there. I had no clue there were other girls in this place. I never heard a single sound the whole time I was locked up. The girls all range in ages, and they look as afraid as I do. Some look like they were beaten a lot more than I was, which frightens me. Obviously these men are capable of more. I got off easy so far.

  “If you speak, I will cut out your tongue. Then we’ll sell you to the Chinese to work as a mute slave until you die.” He says it loud enough for everyone to hear, but he’s looking right at me.

  I nod, not wanting to risk responding. He shoves me into line with the other girls. We avoid each other’s gaze as the bald man crosses his arms and looks at us.

  “You’re a sorry fucking bunch,” he says. “If you want to survive, you’ll do as you’re told. Now come.” He turns and we begin to follow him in a single file line.

  For a second, I wonder why we’re not trying to attack him. But then I see the gun in his pants, and I know he’d kill most of us. Maybe all of us. And he can’t be alone. We’re a bunch of scared, mostly-naked women, and they have guns. We’d get killed without a doubt.

  And I want to survive this. I can get through it.

  We follow the man down a series of halls. There are other guards posted at various places, but they don’t pay us much attention. Finally, the bald man opens a door and ushers us into a room. He lines us up with our backs to the wall. The room is long and thin, empty save for a mirror on the opposite wall.

  “Stand where you are. Face the mirror. If you move, you will be shot. You know what will happen if you speak.” The bald man disappears from the room and shuts the door behind him.

  We stand there and we don’t move. I don’t even look away from the mirror. I stare at it, and in the very dim light, I stare back at myself.

  I look horrible. I looked tired and scared and underfed. I look like the other girls, though not as beaten and broken.

  I can hear the other girls breathing near me, but I don’t dare look at them. We’re a bunch of strangers standing in this room, mostly naked, waiting for something to happen. I’m terrified, and my heart is beating through my chest, but I’m determined. If I play by the rules, maybe they’ll let me live. Maybe I can get through this.

  I don’t know how long we’re standing there, but suddenly the lights come on. They blind me for a second but soon I blink them away. We continue standing there, unmoving, for what feels like a very long time.

  I want to scream. The waiting is the worst part of it. I need to know what they’re going to do, but standing there and waiting for it is driving me nuts. One of the girls starts crying, but I don’t look. She sobs to herself, and someone else tries to shush her, but she just keeps on crying. After a couple of minutes, the bald man comes in and takes the crying girl by the arm.

  “Come,” he says.

  “Where are you taking me?” she says through her sobs.

  “Come,” he says again.

  “No!” she screams. He bashes her in the face with his fist. I hear it hit her with a dull thud.

  I don’t look. He drags her out of the room and she never comes back.

  More time passes. I smell something horrible, like someone wet their pants, but I keep staring straight ahead. I want to sob, but I know what will happen if I do.

  Finally, the door opens again. The bald man walks in and stops in front of me.

  “Come,” he says.

  I step toward him. He nods and I walk in front of him and out of the room. He doesn’t touch me this time.

  “End of the hall,” he says, pointing.

  I glance at him then back down the hall toward the door that he’s indicating. I take a deep breath then walk toward it.

  My heart is pounding. The bald man doesn’t follow me. I don’t know what’s going to happen to me and I’m afraid, very afraid. This could be my last moment on earth. The uncertainty is driving me insane.

  I reach the door. I take the handle and slowly pull it open, then I step inside and shut the door behind me.

  The room is empty except for a chair with a bright light directly above it. I pause and step toward the light.

  “Stop,” a voice says.

  I nearly jump and scream, but I control myself. I stop moving completely.

  I watch as a man steps from the shadows and into the light. He pauses next to the chair, and I get a good look at him.

  He’s in his early thirties at most and incredibly handsome. He has scruff on his face with a square jaw and piercing blue eyes. There’s a small scar on his chin that only makes his otherwise perfect face that much more gorgeous. He’s wearing a white button-down shirt and perfectly fitting jeans. I can see tattoos on his wrists, and for a second I wonder if they cover his entire muscular body.

  He steps toward me and I take a sharp breath. I’ve never seen a man like him before. He stops in front of me and reaches out. I don’t flinch as he takes my chin and lifts my eyes to meet his.

  “Riley,” he says softly. “My name is Logan.”

  “Hello,” I manage to say.

  “Do you want to survive this?”

  “Yes,” I whisper.

  “Then you’re mine now.”

  I blink at him, surprised. I don’t understand what he means by that.

  “You’re mine now,” he repeats. “Do you understand?”

  “No,” I say honestly.

  “You will.” His smile is intense and makes my skin shiver. “You’ll find out very, very soon. And you’re going to like it.”

  I take a sharp breath but I don’t look away. I can’t look away, even if I wanted to.

  4

  Logan

  The girl standing in front of me isn’t at all what I expected.

  She’s gorgeous, which I knew from the photos, but she doesn’t look afraid. In fact, she looks fierce and angry, like she’s about to attack me at any second.

 
I like that. I can feel my heart beating fast as my eyes rake over her barely clothed body. I know what I’m going to have to do to her, and there’s a part of me that’s excited for it. Maybe I’m sick, maybe I’m broken, but I want to take this girl and train her to get down on her knees every time I enter the room.

  I can’t help myself. I’ve never bothered getting close to a woman before, not with my job. I travel too much, and I don’t need to settle down. I’m damn good at leaving them wanting more, begging for me, moaning for another taste. But I’ve never wanted to take a woman and keep her like I do in this moment.

  It’s strange. The other half of me hates this situation and hates all of the men involved. If I could, I’d take the girl and get her out right now. I could do it, too. These guys are all weak and soft, and all we’d need to do is get out of this building. Once we’re in Mexico, getting her out is going to be difficult.

  Saving her isn’t my main priority, though. As fucked up as that is, I can’t just take this girl and save her.

  That’s not what her father wants.

  I still remember the afternoon that I received that order from the man himself.

  Rufus Nosek sits behind a large, mahogany desk. I spent the morning poring over a dossier on his daughter, and could still feel the anger inside of me at the men who would take her. I want to kill them, slaughter them, but I’ll have to be patient.

  “Do you know why you’re here, Logan?” Rufus Nosek asks me.

  “You want me to save your daughter.”

  He smiles at me, a cruel and wicked smile. He’s a harsh man, with thinning gray hair and a traditional black suit. He’s thin and tall and his nose is hooked like a hawk’s beak. He stares at me with those animal eyes and I can’t read him at all, not one bit. He doesn’t seem upset or angry over the disappearance of his daughter, which confuses me more than anything else.

  “Not exactly,” he says finally. “Do you want your mission?”

  I nod once, unsure of what’s happening.