Your Daddy: A Dark Romance Read online

  But I didn’t plan this very well. I was too upset, too angry, and my only thoughts were centered around getting out. Now that I’m out, I don’t know what I can possibly do to survive.

  All I know is I won’t go home. Maybe I’ll freeze to death out here, but I won’t go back. I can’t let myself do that.

  And so that’s how I spend my first hours in Juneau, huddled in a shop doorway, hoping I don’t die overnight, but knowing I’d rather freeze than face my abusive father again.

  When the car stops, I watch it with suspicion, but I don’t for a second think it’s someone coming to help me. Too many people turned their backs on me already today, and I can’t get my hopes up.

  But the man that gets out of the car and walks toward me is striking. He has snow blue eyes, a five o’clock shadow, and is incredibly handsome. He takes off his coat and offers it to me, and although I’m afraid and not sure I can trust him, I take it.

  My heart is hammering when I get into the car with him. He doesn’t ask me what I was doing out there, which I really appreciate. I’m too cold to talk much.

  His name is Carson, and he’s gorgeous. I can’t tell how old he is, probably in his thirties or maybe early forties. Either way, he’s fit, very fit. I can see the muscles underneath his perfect tailored suit. He clearly has money, since we’re being driven around in a gorgeous town car with an actual driver, and his clothing looks very expensive. I’m too grateful to press him though, since not long ago I was thinking about freezing to death out in the open.

  We drive in silence for a bit and I keep stealing glances at him, trying to figure out what he wants. We’re getting deeper and deeper into the wilderness, heading up away from Juneau and into the mountains. I’d be afraid if this were anyone else, but for some reason Carson doesn’t strike me as a dangerous man. Capable and powerful maybe, but not dangerous to me. That sort of bad person wouldn’t help a stranger who was clearly in need the way he did.

  And yet I can’t help but feel suspicious. I still don’t know him and I realize slowly that I don’t even know where we’re going. He says we’re going to his house, but I don’t know where that is.

  After about a half hour of driving, I turn toward him. “How much farther?” I ask him.

  He looks at me and smiles. “So now you’re talking.”

  I shrug. “I was cold.”

  “I bet you were. It’s probably another half hour.” He shrugs and looks outside. “We’re going slow because of the snow.”

  I nod and watch him carefully, trying to look for any signs of danger, but there are none.

  “Do you live alone?” I ask him.

  He nods. “I do.”

  “No family?” I blurt out, a little surprised.

  He smiles. “I have a family, but no wife or kids, if that’s what you meant.”

  “Sorry,” I stumble. “I didn’t mean to, you know.”

  “Imply that I’m weird for not having a wife and kids?” He grins at me, leaning closer.

  “No, I mean, yeah. I guess.”

  “No offense taken.”

  “Thanks for doing this,” I say. “You wouldn’t believe how many people ignored me today.”

  “I would believe it,” he says. “Juneau is a hard town full of hard people. You don’t live out in this damn wilderness if you don’t have a little crazy in you.”

  “Do you have a little crazy?” I ask.

  He laughs softly. “A little, though probably not like what you’re thinking.”

  “I don’t know what I’m thinking,” I admit. “I was too cold to do anything. I feel like I’m just coming alive now.”

  “You look better already,” he says, studying my face. “Your color is coming back. Your eyes are beautiful, you know that?”

  I blush a little bit. I’m used to that compliment, but it seems more real coming from him. “Thanks,” I say. “Your eyes are pretty too.”

  “Oh, I know.” He grins at me again, so cocky and confident.

  I blush again and look away, not sure what the hell I’m doing with this man. He’s a lot older than me, not quite old enough to be my dad, but definitely older than I’m used to dealing with. He’s handsome and smart in a way that I’m not used to. The boys I was interested in back home all look like insecure children compared to this man already, and I feel a thrill run down my spine.

  We lapse back into silence as the car winds its way up through the mountains. He doesn’t press me for information and I realize that I’m still pretty cold and not interested in talking. Maybe I should be a little more grateful and friendly, but my toes are tingling and I’m just so exhausted from the trip. I’ll make it up to him soon. For now, I just need to rest.

  Finally, there’s a slight break in the overwhelming claustrophobia of the wilderness. The trees press in on all sides, unrelenting in their ancient size, but soon they part. I look out the front windshield and blink, surprised at what I see.

  Set in the side of the mountain is a gorgeous house. The front side of it is mostly glass, and the rest of it is constructed of modern looking wood and other materials. It’s the sort of house you only see in magazines and on the internet, and we’re slowly winding our way up toward it.

  “Home sweet home,” Carson says.

  “It’s amazing,” I say, genuinely shocked.

  “Thanks,” he says. “It’s one of the perks.”

  I cock my head at him. “Perks of what?”

  “You’ll see eventually.” He turns back toward the window and doesn’t elaborate.

  My heart beats faster in my chest and I look back at that beautiful glass house. It’s in the middle of nowhere. We haven’t passed another house for at least ten minutes, maybe even longer, which means we’re totally secluded out here.

  I’m stuck with this man whether I want to be or not. I can’t get away from him, and the snow is coming down heavily enough to make it impossible for me to get away. If he ends up being some kind of killer or rapist or something, I’m totally screwed. Maybe I just went from one bad situation to another.

  But as soon as his eyes lock onto mine, I’m not sure what to think. Maybe he’s a killer, but he’s the most handsome killer I’ve ever seen.

  This is what’s happening. I can’t escape. I bet he’d let the driver take me back to the city, but there’s nothing back there for me. At least here I won’t freeze to death.

  And plus, I’m interested in this man. What kind of person can afford a place like this? I want to know who he is and why he’d help me like that. I feel drawn toward him in a way I can barely explain.

  The car pulls up toward the house and ahead there’s a garage door slowly opening up, set back into the rock underneath the main building. I feel like we’re being swallowed up by something, and it only makes me that much more excited.

  Carson

  “Thanks, Albert,” I say, leaning down to talk through the open window. “Are you sure you don’t want to spend the night here?”

  “No thanks, sir,” he says. “The wife expects me home. And it’s not so bad out.”

  I laugh and shake my head. Typical native Alaskan, thinks a snowstorm is no big deal. “Be careful,” I say.

  “Of course. Someone will be here for you in the morning, and I’ll see you tomorrow evening.”

  “Thanks again.”

  He nods and rolls up the window before pulling out of the garage. I look over at Kylie and she’s watching me silently. I can’t tell what she’s thinking.

  “Shall we go inside?”

  She nods. “I feel like I’m just getting warm.”

  “I’ll start a fire. How’s that sound?”

  “Sounds great,” she says, sounding genuinely grateful.

  “Good. Come on.” She follows me through the garage. I have a few cars stashed away in here, the sort of things I don’t bring out during the winter. I head over to the back door and enter a security key code into a pad and the door unlocks. I open it up and we step inside.

  This h
ouse was one of the first things I purchased back in the day. It cost every dime I had plus a little loan from my father, but it was worth it. The place was designed and built by a famous local architect, and over the years I’ve expanded and improved it here and there.

  The property itself is about four acres. Most of that is just wild forest, which is how I like it. The house itself has six bedrooms and four full bathrooms, which is actually modest compared to some of the absurd places my family members live.

  We head down a short hallway that spills out into the large kitchen and living room area. The enormous glass wall dominates the north part of the house, and it still takes my breath away every time. I watch Kylie closely as she steps into the room and stops, staring at the glass.

  “This is amazing,” she says, walking toward it.

  “Thanks.” I take off my jacket and drape it over a chair before removing my tie and unbuttoning my top button. As Kylie looks out the window and over my property, I roll up my sleeves and get to starting a fire.

  “I’ve never seen this much wilderness before,” she says.

  I raise an eyebrow at her. “Really?”

  “I’m from LA,” she says.

  “Ah,” I answer. “Does that explain the lack of a jacket?”

  She nods. “Yeah, it does. I’ve never felt cold like this before.”

  I concentrate on building the fire for a minute, getting the wood started. The fact that she’s never felt cold before suggests that this is her first time outside of the city, which is interesting. I still don’t know why she’s here or what she’s doing, but I sense that she doesn’t want me to press. Once the fire is going nicely, I join her at the window.

  “Don’t you feel... exposed?” she asks.

  I shake my head. “With the lights on in here at night, it’s hard to see outside,” I say.

  “Still. It’s so large.”

  “There’s nobody around here for miles.”

  “I don’t know. I feel like I’m being watched.”

  I laugh softly. “Trust me. The only things out there aren’t interested in us. Besides, you get used to it.”

  I head over into the kitchen as Kylie moves over toward the couch. She sits down in front of the fire, sighing audibly, and finally takes off my coat. I pour myself a glass of whisky, watching her closely. She smiles to herself and looks comfortable for the first time since we met.

  “Want something to drink?” I ask her.

  She shrugs. “Sure.”

  I pour her a glass of white wine and a cup of water. I bring them both over to her, which she accepts gratefully, before returning to the kitchen for my own glass. Finally, I end up sitting in the chair across from her, my feet up on the ottoman, sipping my whisky.

  I feel content and relaxed finally. It was a stressful day full of infighting and disagreements, which is the hallmark of my familial relations. My brother Elliot believes that he should be getting the CEO position, despite the fact that it was promised to me for a long time.

  Elliot has always followed father’s rules perfectly. He married the daughter of another business magnate, closely allying our two companies and strengthening us both. He threw himself into his work, much the same way that I did, but where I partied and slept around as much as I wanted, he kept his nose clean and was a good boy. Now, he thinks it’s time that our father paid him back for years of loyalty.

  He’s a delusional, vindictive prick. Just because I fucked what I wanted to and drank as much as I felt like, doesn’t mean I can’t do the job. Our father knows that, though he’s a traditional man, and he sees himself in Elliot.

  It’s all such a fucking headache. I sigh and sip my drink again and realize that Kylie is watching me. I cock my head at her and smile. “I’m sorry. I’m being a shit host.”

  “It’s okay.” She sips her wine. “Two hours ago, I thought I might die out there. I can sit in silence, if you want.”

  “No, I’m being a dick. It’s just been a long day.”

  “Can I ask what you do?”

  I smile at her. “You don’t know much about Alaska, do you?”

  “Not at all,” she admits. “I just got here this morning.”

  “Well, my family owns an oil business, which is a big deal up around here.”

  “Trouble at work?” she asks.

  “Something like that. My father is sick.”

  “I’m sorry,” she says. “That’s hard. Are you close?”

  I cock my head at her, considering. “Not really,” I say finally. “My family isn’t like that. He’s a fine man, gave me what I needed, but there was never any warmth there.”

  “I know that feeling,” she says.

  “It wasn’t bad, either,” I quickly add. “There were just always... expectations.” I trail off and shrug. “I don’t know why I’m telling you this.”

  “Feels good to talk about things.”

  I laugh. “How old are you, Kylie?”

  “Does it matter?”

  “Not really. I’m just curious.”

  “I’m nineteen.”

  I laugh softly, shaking my head. “You’re young.”

  “Maybe I am,” she says. “But that doesn’t mean a thing.”

  “Maybe you’re right.”

  I watch her for a second and notice the strength in her face and the beauty. She’s been through something, I can see it so clearly. I’m betting she ran away from whatever it is and now she’s here, a survivor trying to figure out how to get through a world she’s never been in before. She’s smart and beautiful and capable, but if I hadn’t found her tonight... well, who knows what would have happened.

  I did find her, though, and now she’s here. She yawns slightly and covers her mouth. I smile and finish my drink, realizing that she must be exhausted.

  “Come on,” I say, standing. “Want to see your room?”

  “Okay,” she says, putting her glass of wine down on the table.

  I lead her back through the house. I take her back toward my room and lead her into the biggest, nicest guest room in the place. She looks around, clearly impressed, but she tries hard not to show it.

  “Towels and such are in the closet,” I say. “There’s a bathroom attached, over there. TV works, WiFi password is on the table, and I think that’s it. Whatever you need, help yourself. I’m a bit down the hall, last door at the very end.”

  She turns to me and nods. “Thanks so much, Carson,” she says. “You really saved me.”

  “I’m happy to help.”

  I stand there for a moment, looking at this beautiful, young girl, and I feel something tighten in my chest. I don’t know what it is, not exactly at least. I know it’s part desire. I want this girl, and I can feel it plainly. Just looking at her excites me more than I thought it could. I want to press her down on that bed and fuck her, make her really thank me for bringing her home.

  But it’s not just desire. There’s something else there, another impulse that I haven’t had before. As she watches me, I realize that I’m staring, and I quickly turn away.

  “Night,” I say.

  “Night.”

  I leave the room and softly shut the door.

  “What am I doing?” I whisper to myself as I walk down toward my room.

  I brought a strange runaway girl into my house without really knowing her. She could be crazy and dangerous for all I know, though I really doubt that’s the case. And to top it all off, I want this strange girl, despite the fact that she’s so much younger than I am.

  It’s wrong. I shouldn’t want to fuck her. But I want to taste her young skin, feel her tight little pussy, suck her hard pink nipples and make her beg me for more. I want to fuck her, take care of her, and spoil her rotten.

  For now, I’ll have to settle for giving her a warm bed to sleep in. Maybe tomorrow I can give her more.

  Kylie

  I’ve never been so cold in my entire life.

  In the dream, I’m standing in knee-deep snow in the middle of
a field. At one end, my father is screaming my name, and at the other, I can see Carson’s house up on a hill.

  I start trudging away from my father, toward the house, but I can barely move. I’m so cold, frozen to the core, and he’s coming closer. He’s stumbling like he always does when he’s drunk, and I know what he’ll do when he catches me. He’s going to beat me to within an inch of my life like he has in the past.

  I try to run, but I can’t. I’m so cold. My muscles are stiff and frozen and my skin is numb but beginning to burn, which I know means frostbite. My father is getting closer and closer, and I know I’m going to die, he won’t hold back, he’ll kill me.

  Instead, I wake up in an unfamiliar bedroom. It takes me a second before I realize that I’m safe in Carson’s house, wrapped in sheets and a comforter. I still feel like I’m cold from the night before, although I feel so much better. The clock on the nightstand says it’s eight in the morning, which isn’t enough sleep, but I know I won’t go back down after that dream.

  I get slowly out of bed and look around the room. It’s large and spacious with an attached bathroom. It’s very nicely furnished, and I think that was the most comfortable bed I’ve ever slept on in my life.

  I go into the bathroom and find a toothbrush and toothpaste. I go through my morning routine, using the face wash he set out, before deciding to say screw it and take a full shower.

  I don’t know when I’ll get to wash my hair next, so I go through the whole thing, cleaning myself top to bottom. I feel like a new person when I step out and get dressed again, wrapping a towel around my hair. When I’m finally finished, it’s nearly nine.

  I step out into the hallway and instantly the smell of cooking bacon hits me. My stomach rumbles and I realize that I haven’t eaten in almost a full day now. I walk back down the hallway, trying not to stare all around me.

  I was in a haze the night before from exhaustion and cold. I didn’t really take this place in, but now I feel refreshed and alive. It’s such a beautiful house, impeccably decorated, with gorgeous art on the walls, the sort of pictures that I’m sure cost thousands of dollars.